Something could have happened within the period of waiting. I miss him terribly still and on that day I know I lost the love that I will always love the most.įorgiveness is the meaning. Eddie decided to ride back in the truck and when they reached 310 & i-10 east 5am, deceman 18wheeler pulled onto the interstate from the shoulder and hit the passenger fender of the truck and flipped it twice, eddie's air bag didn't deploy and he died the next day 3: 02pm. But I knew in my heart he would be in danger if he would decide to ride back in the tacoma pick up truck I gave his 'friend' a ride to houston to buy, which is the reason I had both eddie & his 'friend' promise me that he would ride back with me in my volvo before we left new orleans. " it's true I did shame him heavily for what he tried to do with me. Yet men being as hard-headed as they are, the promise he made to ride back with me from houston, he didn't keep. I asked him, "who do you think you are? " I loved this man with every breath of life in my body, I still feel we are soul-mates and I truly believe he felt the same way. He told me he would be with me again when we got back to new orleans. Naranjo, he tried to take a liberty with me that no one should ever attempt with a person. In the last couple days I was with my fiance eddie G. And will be worth it in the long run, now to make amends and help win her trust and love back is my only goal. And I am never going to do the things I did before. But this is exactly how she feels to a degree. But to heal, that pain needs to be resolved, and released. When I heard this song it tore me apart, the pain of feeling her pain that I caused, is extraordinarily deep. We are deeply in love, as soul mates are. It can be done if both parties are willing. We are now talking again and working through the hurt I caused. We are soul mates and everyone makes mistakes. I did a lot of work to correct the root causes of the issue, and have been working very hard to prove my love to her. I did not handle my leaving to find a job in another city, reassuring her that I still love her but needed to fix my heart so I could be the best man for her. I became closed and defensive, and lied and mentally cheated. I had issues of the heart unresolved for years. The situation went south, based on me not being able to find employ after relocating to be with her. The Lady I am in love with, we have loved each other for since we were very young and finally found each other. I have to be strong, wiithout him I still have new life. Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars, collecting your jar of heart, and tearing love apart, you're gonna catch a coldįrom the ice inside your soul, so don't come back for meĭon't come back at all! Who do you think you are? of hearts! Thanks #christina He tried to come back and denied all the lies. And few years later, when I found a man who love me very much. I try hardly to delete him from my heart and my mind. He said that he don't want to make a relationship anymore, he want to study hard and he want me forget all memories. And I know he has found a girls out side. When I listen this song, it is remind me to my exboyfriend. But this song has just reassured me that I'm making the right decision and I need to follow through. We've been together for 4 years and we're buying a house so it's going to be really hard. He's the one that suggested we break up in the first place, and now that I'm agreeing with him, he's changing his mind. He keeps saying we have to stay together and work on things but I just don't even think it's worth it anymore. I just can't take it anymore, and now he's acting completely different and making me feel like I'm going crazy. He drives my car because his is broken down and I have only been able to leave my house maybe 5 times in the last month. For months he refused to kiss me or touch me at all. In July we went on vacation and we had a great time but as soon as we got home, he started telling me he just doesn't have a connection to me anymore. I'm going through a really rough time in my relationship and I'm ready for it to end but my boyfriend is forcing me to stay with him. That's exactly how I have felt for the past few months. I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed Remember how to put back the light in my eyes No I can't take one more step towards youĭon't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
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